when i was a kid, my friends and i dabbled in the "spirit world" .. hey, the craft was big then, it seemed like fun! :) so, im guessing thats what started it all. My mothers old house was haunted, completely! Plus, i guess i like to believe that if there are ghosts, then maybe one day my dad can make his presence known.
not going to lie, im pretty jealous about when people tell me their loved ones that have passed have made some kind of connection. i have yet to experience that. i mean i have the little things here & there, but never anything huge. Ive smelled cigarette smoke when i shouldnt be (he was a huge smoker) and theres been a few times i know 110% in my heart my dad has saved me from a few car accidents that wouldve killed me (he died in a car accident). So i know hes here, i just wish hed make moreeee of a contact.
it was a pretty crazy few years there in high school, everyyy year of my high school career, a friend of mine's dad died, and none of them died in a "normal" way. my freshman year my friends dad died while on a family vaca in chicago, he started having a heart attack in the hotel (well we all know how long it takes for anyone to get anywhere in chicago) so the paramedics didnt make it there in time, so they had to watch their dad die :( My sophmore year my friends dad in a freak motorcycle accident ... my junior year my dad died in a car accident (that story is for another time, it was quite the situation) & my senior year my dads friend had a heart attack in the middle of hyvee and died.
but anyways, all my friends have told me stories of seeing their dad's right after they passed, i never got that .. so im kinda bitter about it. but, what can you do? you have to just try to pick up the pieces & continue on with life.
ok, well i better get back to my show! :)
much love!
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